I am going back to that so called hell
My awesome yet astonish heavenly hell
Oh how I wish I could just stay here, and school here.
like LIVE here :p
Time doesn't wait for me, i know, i've been told that
again and again
with the help from my mum and not to forget my dad
i haven't start packing anything, cause i think that i have enough time to pack later
*bongkak sangaaaaat -___-
cheesy creamy stressfulness
one week seemed very fast
i haven't got the chance to meet fatin
gila tak? sangat kaaannn? *rising veins
thank God, i met up the others. we had a blast, aren't we?
I said, rindu rindu rindu. does it mean anything?
pfft, who cares?
we all got our very own life, and eventually no cares what other people think
so do I, babe
again - i'm going baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack
or not?
i don't want to
but they had shouted, screamed very loud
saying "jangan nak mengada, you go there and study!"
and I said, "FINE" like safiyyah did, wait always. tehee
haven't finish up my homework yet
I can give a small tick to Biology, God seems to care about me
else, puuuh it's the same like before
bawa balik pun tkd guna, haha
ammonium fertilisation or ammonium fertilization
is there any difference?
somebody help me with my report
*stress crawling in my veins, reaching up to the brain
Monday, August 31
Saturday, August 29
Additional plus, plus
makcik mira, see? i'm awake till 5 o'clock. now, it is time for sahur
much more bigger
much more fatter
indeed larger
not to forget heavier.
i've been aiming to at least slow down my temptation to food and decrease these fatty lumps in my body, eversince this is a fasting month, but i can't. azan je, MAKAN -_-
am i striving? Nope :p
few of my classmates have stopped me to not to do hw, and i said "okay" they are bad people, cruel, villains. NO, spastics!
this means that i don't have to do homework, right? gosh, what am i blabbering about?
there are tons, tons of homework slash schoolwork to be done
and i have at least 3 more days to finish up all of it
*i think i can, i think i can't
pfft, i've tried (big laugh)
rindu, rindu, rindu. i miss my .. oh i'm lost
E.
much more bigger
much more fatter
indeed larger
not to forget heavier.
i've been aiming to at least slow down my temptation to food and decrease these fatty lumps in my body, eversince this is a fasting month, but i can't. azan je, MAKAN -_-
am i striving? Nope :p
few of my classmates have stopped me to not to do hw, and i said "okay" they are bad people, cruel, villains. NO, spastics!
this means that i don't have to do homework, right? gosh, what am i blabbering about?
there are tons, tons of homework slash schoolwork to be done
and i have at least 3 more days to finish up all of it
*i think i can, i think i can't
pfft, i've tried (big laugh)
rindu, rindu, rindu. i miss my .. oh i'm lost
E.
Wednesday, August 26
The Brand New
nor me can explain about this same old brand new. i am not going for a straight forward paragraph, but something literally overlap, some undefined meaning of a whole sentence. got what i mean? no you don't, i know :)
i repeat it again, there are ups and downs living in that new environment. living with others from each directions. people are crawling to the center, not the north neither the south. exclude the east and the west. we are holding our target, aiming for the one and only. i am tired of being pushed, kicked all the time.
frankly, i thought i have them. that bunch.
i had enough with this hypocrite stuff, pretending, acting. girls, you guys are not drama queens, neither am i. please, i am sick of it.
once, just once, i need a feedback, a repay whatever that i have done. show me that i am one of your friends, and that's it.
i miss my past, my present and believe me, i can't wait for the future. hoping for no dissapointment, no struggling for bad activities. i do not want to live alone, i am not good in that. at least one, that particular angel, who will always be by my side and talk to to me whatever and whenever i want.
hope and faith;
Huda, is in that angel's head :)
to all and old
i repeat it again, there are ups and downs living in that new environment. living with others from each directions. people are crawling to the center, not the north neither the south. exclude the east and the west. we are holding our target, aiming for the one and only. i am tired of being pushed, kicked all the time.
frankly, i thought i have them. that bunch.
i had enough with this hypocrite stuff, pretending, acting. girls, you guys are not drama queens, neither am i. please, i am sick of it.
once, just once, i need a feedback, a repay whatever that i have done. show me that i am one of your friends, and that's it.
i miss my past, my present and believe me, i can't wait for the future. hoping for no dissapointment, no struggling for bad activities. i do not want to live alone, i am not good in that. at least one, that particular angel, who will always be by my side and talk to to me whatever and whenever i want.
hope and faith;
Huda, is in that angel's head :)
to all and old
Sunday, August 23
Wonder of the World
as i went through people's blogs, it have gave me inspiration to activate again my bloodish blog. so, i will like to thank them :)
this bloodish blog *again, has not been updated for the past few months, do anyone want me to recover it? what the hell am i saying? gosh, *geeky*
Oh My God!
i miss all of you. not just you, but you, you and you. arghhhh! i am crazy, i've been told that. they are nice, they treat me like a princess, a princess from neverland, oh how grateful am i *smiling with pleasant.
about my new kingdom, actually, it is not that brand new, pfft.
there are ups and downs, like always - UJIAN DARI ALLAH SWT, i went through that alright. i recovered, so were they.
to all Muslims of the World, happy blessed Ramadhan :)
this bloodish blog *again, has not been updated for the past few months, do anyone want me to recover it? what the hell am i saying? gosh, *geeky*
Oh My God!
i miss all of you. not just you, but you, you and you. arghhhh! i am crazy, i've been told that. they are nice, they treat me like a princess, a princess from neverland, oh how grateful am i *smiling with pleasant.
about my new kingdom, actually, it is not that brand new, pfft.
there are ups and downs, like always - UJIAN DARI ALLAH SWT, i went through that alright. i recovered, so were they.
to all Muslims of the World, happy blessed Ramadhan :)
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