thinking of you

yes, you. it's about you know. oh i'm thinking of you. lately, this is what i do. you can't hear my thousands words now, because you are away. i miss you so much, forever if you insist. i hate losing people, especially best friends. world knows that i need to sacrifice something, letting this people go is the hardest for me. still remember the time we said the last goodbye ? we cried together right ? *thinking. i wish that won't happen anymore, but i can't change God's fate. i'm not living in this world permanently. i'll die, you'll die. if somehow, we meet again, and you hate it. i'll accept it, carry that big dignity dear. don't let it fell.

i'm not an angel nor a devil. say i'm a vampire, i'll say "i love you" ! i wish i can turn back time, and live in past, the waste past that i ignored. spending a night talking to you is enough, it helps complete my wish lists *smile. this fairytale wishes are absolute not coming true.

now, i spend my night thinking of you