Wednesday, December 31

worth a thousand words !


and to all of PMR students. and especially, to my buddy peeps :) congratulations guys *congrats congrats congrats. nothing more i can say. it is a very famous word, and you bet me, in every single talking, it would be a "congratulations". it is good though, to be back at school :) it has been a while, the scent, the view *not that i miss it so much aha :P everyone was cheering, and jumping, and crying- tears of joy. for me, it was SOOOO unexpected. nothing can describe what was my feeling when the teacher handed me the slip. SCREAMING, YAY-ING, CRYING, HUGGING, SQUEEZING ...
*much more than that

and plus, we beat the old record. increase four more straight A's. thank you

first p/s; banana cake and kuetiaw are enough for our happy happy day meal

second p/s; experting ball though, rebut rebut :P aha

third p/s; calling, texting, vibrating, sounds- "congratulations"

forth p/s; garbage helped us to chill

fifth p/s; goal or method ? which one is the most important ? *figure it out yourself

sixth p/s; the bestest day of my life ! like, my year. like, wtv

seventh p/s; SUJUD SYUKUR :D remember that ! wawawa

Monday, December 29

pray for happiness

tomorrow. tomorrow. tomorrow.

all form 3 students are going to receive it. one of the memoriable slip in our life. it'll hand in our hands, we hold it tight. not to look at it, forcing

nothing can stop the time now, the clock is ticking, the time is running. hour every hour, minute every minute, second every second. to many up-and-down emotions here, torturing me to describe it well. tears or no tears, it'll end up the way it stated. live in the fate, fairly

my buddies; i know you guys can achieve those bunchy eight As. and i pray, every single minute. mentionining your names. not hard for me though. and i'll keep praying, for us together, bring a very big smile, home. cheering every one :)

pray for me too,

horrifying words

i opened my eyes, sun already rose. and 0830 to make it clearer. i dreamt something last night, combination of friends and twilight saga. since that is my addiction right now. i think i'll see you guys tomorrow, big smile or fully tears- who mind ? im shaking, shivering, not that im cold, im scared. what is it going to be- tomorrow ? will i satisfy everyone, more important. ME.

i skip this thing for a moment, before it blow up my head. a new book, a new chapter, a new word and a new thought. i am eager to know what is going to happen ? how is the happy ending going to be ? or myb, there will be no happy ending ? pfft, love story is interesting. im not mentioning about the song, duhh. LOVE STORY by Taylor Swift- oh this song is nice though. ok, c'mon. enough for the song. im mentioning about this spellbinding romantic epic, it torture me for GOOD :P

i laughed when they traded the line "till death do us apart", like, they are not going to die. well, vampire to be more appropriate. and this thing, well life never teaches me that this creatures exist. unless, hantu raya, pocong or pontianak. they are freaking scary, but when it comes to vampire; im thinking Robert as known as Edward, how beautiful he is. ok, im crapping my words about Twilight Saga right now. but really, who cares about it ? i owe you your eyes and a click- is that count ?

a year pass, with just a blink. it was gone. without noticing it, i am crawling to a new year. a year that i cant figure out what will it be. tomorrow will decide me where i am heading to, and it really do tear my head off. hopefully, i'll bring my tear-of-joy home, greetings the members of my house :)

p/s; i change my thought a bit about Jake. and i cant wait for the baby to born- beautiful

another p/s; HAPPY NEW YEAR, may this year be the best year that you have ever had :)

Sunday, December 28

with a flash

i am one of everyone. we got the same interest, and yea Stephenie's books are what iv been telling you. like all of my friends are into this hot-hotty Edward and glorious Bella. i love to read, and these books really open my eyes to the other world- vampire world. on my way, complete reading Eclipse. and i really enjoy everything that this book bring me to.

i just cant stop reading it, everywhere i go, i bring these books along with me. like, my boring partner. Nik said once, it hypnotized. yeah, it really do hypnotize me- still.

i am more into fantasy world right now, cant really figure what the facts that have happened around me. it bring me to the world in the book. like, im there. watching every step and every move they did. listen to every words they speak. my head is positively in there, watching all the scene, while my eyes are reading it. imagining is legal, isn't it ? and i do love to imagine. it is easy cause i already watched the first movie though, it does help- help me imagine. where they are, how is their faces look like, their characters, their speaking tune. this is what iv been thinking lately, the story aha.

and of course, i wish my life could be like in the book. you know the happy ending, you know who is going to protect you when a monster come and hurt you, your love one is the most precious thing you have ever seen. kinda cool, and it fascinate me :) everyone do wish that kind of thing will happen, and i bet you, no one wants the opposite.

im not moving Harry Potter anywhere, they are here, still, i love Stephenie's the most. i'll be back for them when i finish reading this all mysterious, romantic, awesome books. and p/s; i do not like Jacob Black, he is really annoying though. stop breaking people relationship. aha

life approach me

im out of town for a couple of days. you dont have to know where i went. and of course, i missed a lot of things here- written in this Blogger. well, im creeping slowly. read it, one by one, word by word, line by line. i can catch up, you dont have to worry- who's worrying ? LOL. that place is quite facsinating, exclude the hotel, pfft. i dont really like it *la la la la.

im home, texting Nik. i miss you guys so damn much- anything to make it clearer ? so, the plan skipped to Wed, no worries. two of us, im going, no matter what. aha- cancel padan muka :D cant wait babe ! ok ok, im increasing my blog post. so, Toodles for this one :P

Wednesday, December 24

I am what I am

Mostly I do this in bathroom- thinking. People always say that they know me, very well indeed. But actually, there are so many things that are hidden here in me, and no one knows that. I, myself don’t know me very well, I tried hardly to figure out who am I. Tend to do everything to find out what am I good at, what my future going to be, what really am I dream of, but I couldn't found the answers yet.

So long I have been waiting for that to come. Show me what is important. Show me the real world I'm facing through. Show me the obstacles outside the door. Show me everything what life has been teaching me. Unsurprisingly, there is no show, nothing. I don’t really understand yet, I don’t want to face the adulthood, the marriage, the getting-old time and of course, I don’t want to die yet. Many things, just too many things that I need to discover, I need to learn, I need to understand. I am a teenager now, teenager has their own curiosity, and our emotions are curious to find the right type. The right time to show what inside here, but it couldn't figure out yet. Sometimes we act weird, sometimes we act like we know everything, sometimes we want everything to be in our way, but actually, what we want can cause trouble.

The main is there is no one, the perfect one that we can share with. Our thoughts, our interests, our feelings, no one. But gladly, I got family and friends, even though they don't know everything in here want to say but at least they are there, happy or sad, hot or cold, joy or disappoint, like, no matter what, they are there, cheering me up  and people can lie, right ? mostly by Myspace, seriously, you thought they are beautiful, nice or everything but you don't know, maybe he or she is not the picture, he or she pretend they are nice, he or she fake that they like you. You don't know, aren't you? Yeah, we can't blame them; they have their own rights to lie, to fake, and to pretend.

But maybe by posting blog, by reading your writing, it will, a little bit, showing who you are. *laughing. Then, I'll blog everyday, for you to know me better. Something I wrote is not important, to you. But to me, it means a lot.

Incredibly Nothing

sorry for the late post- lol, like people care. ok, i was not in the mood of writing or posting anything write now. since im enjoying my new book- New Moon got it already :) i bought three of them with 20% discount, aha.

ok, today was nothing much to say about. i went to klcc with my family- skip my dad, he's working. went to kinokuniya, bought books then we decided to have a cup of tea. mom suggested to drink at this Tea- wtv cafe, i dont knw the name, we searched for it, up down left right here and there. but it was a NO, like there is no Tea- wtv cafe here in klcc, duhh. lastly, Dome is the perfect choice. drink, eat. and by the way, we bought cupcakes at Baskin' Boys. unfortunately, the icing flew away, gone, burst out of nowhere. hmm, no cupcakes for today- i mean just icing :P

went back home around 6.30, arrived home. gosh, im tired. i kept my energy for the new books, aha. read it, baru chapter 3 lol. im such a snail, literally- i mean it :D now here i am, writing this crappy entry, posting in my blog, for public to read it and me too. Toodles, i think*

Monday, December 22


டாஷ்போர்டு, guess what is it !

*shortest, yeah !


ok, you know what, i changed my language to BM- dashboard. aha, CATATAN TERBARU ! weeee gonna stick with this one :P Opsyen ? never knw this word before, lol so much abt BM. back to the headline, i want to be a scientist, a very cool one. with a lot of money and ideas *wish that will happen. here's the thing, i was downstairs with my kiddos- siblings, we were eating. APPLES ! aha

ok ok, we're drinking orange juice. since i miss my Science so much, i wanted to do some experiments, or myb just one. i asked my mum, if we put the colouring- fr cooking in the water, can we drink it ? and she said yes. so, we took all of it. BLUE, GREEN, RED, YELLOW *colourful. added into the orange juice, stir it and wallahh ! it changd colour. from orange to *wtv clour you put in. lol, plus, our teeth chngd colour too :P perfect !

now, how to clear all the colours here, take a toothbrush, yr own toothbrush. and brush yr teeth. all gone, back to normal, white, shiny as it use to be aha :D see, im GOOD, you should try it. next one, i wnt my Chicken Soup to be Blue Chicken Soup. ha ha ?

by the way btw, going to change it Tamil lah, easy huh ? :D


Fatin Liyana
1) She's damn pretty, plus her face kinda mix chinese
2) we're twins, act we're married. kan babe ? aha
3) if she talk, it'll be a non-stop talk. like, blablablabla *no fullstop
4) She's a braniac, smart i tll you
5) we have a lot in common *twins huh ? aha
6) a very sensitive one. once you hurt her, thre'll be no apologizing
7) she's not cruel, dnt get me wrong :) so sweet, so nice
8) you love Joe kan ? aha but she loves me first :P
9) we're like meant to be together, as a life partner lah *not literally
10) she needs glasses, so much ! aha


my phone's battery is low, and im so tired to get my butt off this chair. like, it pop out "titt titt, low battery" ah, nvm such a lazy- mazy. ??. ok, what to talk about ? *thinking ... wait ... sthg's here ... it's coming ... huh NO , i got nthg. lol, that is really weird ! :P

let me start. yesterday. i went to JUSCO for Back-To-School shopping. act, i just bought two pair of socks, that's all. i'll buy mine later, *mind; holiday holiday holiday, even though it's boring. one more thing, i bought Twilight, not the movie lol, the CD ! :D aha *fake cd. gosh, im so cruel. i watched it last night, ok lah. not that blur, and no hands or people yg jalan jalan tu. overall, one thumb up, just one :)

what more ? Twilight Saga just got in stock yesterday. Yayy ! im going to buy it *laugh out loud. and and and, im still reading this Harry Potter and at page 57+23x12/3x47-1= answer it, i know you can do it ! haha

i write craps, cs i gt nthg to write. blog is for fun right ? haaaa, i am SOOO right *peace

tag again by Nik :)

7 random facts about me
# Characteristic: they say im really good in laughing and screaming
# Gender: female, lol *no need proving eyes though :D
# Language: Malay and English, both. i learned Arab, and Spanish *internet helps alot
# Interest: so many to list it, music at the top !
# Favourite colours: i like blue, when it comes to black, gt to mix it wth other colour, now it's a yes
# Favourite subjects: i intend to know everything, tht's why i enjoy science. plus, i love calculation
# Life ambition: anything that allows to travel the world. doctor is the second one

My appearance
# Height: lol, this is sensitive. 15++
# Eye colour: black maybe, pfft ?
# Eye colour you want: yea blue ! yellow gold-ish is kinda beautiful *Edward
# Hair colour: Black *nik said so. aha but not pure black
# Hair colour you want: i'll go for red-ish colour, not to red tq :D
# Glasses or contacts: i want to wear glasses, but they said tht i have a vry powerful eyes *no superpowers !
# Do you wear make up: just powders, no lipstick myb lip balm. aha, see my lips, you'll know why
# Hair extension: no need
# Ever paint fingernails: once, with glitters ! aha *not praying

In the opposite gender
# What colour eyes: pure blue :) gorgeous !
# What colour hair: brown-ish, wtv i dnt mind
# Shy/outgoing/smart: outgoing and smart, shy ? depends
# Sexy/handsome: HOTTTTT !
# Serious or fun: i prefer fun. the one tht can makes me laugh till tears burst out
# Age: same age, or one year older
# A turn on: gorgeous smile :)
# A turn off: liars, God hate it

This or that game
# Flowers or chocolates: chocolates ! flowers ? not really into it
# Pepsi or coke: ice lemon tea is much bttr, kan ftyn ? aha
# Rap/rock/slow music: slow is nice
# Relationship or one night stand: relationship, i pick this one
# Love or money: both are priceless

# Movie: agree with Nik, Twilight still the best
# Singer: currently into Vanessa, but i like Drew's voice
# Food: cupcakes is my fav and anything that needs blackpepper gravy *yum lol
# Country: anywhere, i love World
# Animal: Rabbits are cute :) i had 8 of them *heading to heaven
# Scent: i use Silky powder, dnt usually wear perfumes
# Song: lots of them, how many times ? i cnt list all of them here, duhhhh

Tag some peeps
# Diyanah
# Boi

Sunday, December 21

Lets Jump, No Dance

im wearing long green jeans-like skirt ;) very beautiful ? not really :D i went to a kenduri at Suadamai, lol i didn't saw you pun, Qila aha. and another one, posting abt my boredness level, it's increasing man ! HELLLLPPPP here ? *weird face. im bored, people. im. bored. fullstop. i said stop. prghhh. you can see how bored i am, right ?

i want to jump, like jumping to the sky *literally. by the way btw, i went jogging with my friends this morning, act, it's SOOOOO not jogging, walking is much bttr :D lol, miss you guys like HELLLLLL ! sadly, nik zaf and shaz couldn't join us. i think im gonna end this here, BOOOOOORINGGGG

spell it with me ! give me a B, give me a O, give me a R, give me a I, give me a N, then give me a G. what does it spell ? BORING ! yayy, good one :P

one more btw, Aqilah, im sorry i cnt make it to yr party ? you had a blast aite ? so SORRY !

Saturday, December 20

ABC 3rm

i woke up early today, 8.30 (wow ! what an early rise) haha ;D i slept with my Ma yesterday, so mcm bgn awl lahh. then i went downstairs, greet my aunt and grandma ape sume, i switched on the fan, fetch a pillow, and continued lay down my head. and my mum was like, "kaklong, bgn nak pg dentist" i was like, "wait la Ma" and my mum, again, was like "bgn mandi, cepatlah !" hahaha mummy-daughter conversation.

okay, i bathed, tidy up myself, wore clothes and all of that. then went out. my mum started th engine and we headed to Suadamai's dentist. got two of them, Klinik Pergigian Azizah and Klinik Pergigian Ikhlas. i went to the Azizah's first, wait wait wait .. and the nurse said, appointment on Monday, so we cancelled it cs my mom is working on tht day *lol, WEEKDAYS ! she gave me the card, written thre, 'Mejar(B)' kire, dentist askar la. blink blink *nt my teeth jd mcm soldier's pny plk, GOD aha.

get back into the car, headed to the other one. IKHLAS ;) this one also, fully book. my mum made an appointment, Monday at 6. so guys, klu na hangout Monday, bfore 6 lah, haha. End of story abt Teeth, we went to Sari-Dee *act, Ros Sari. beli lauk and ordered ABC 3rm. i went to the Waffle booth to buy some. my mum came to me and said "skt je ABC ni, dah la 3rm" lol, IT IS. and she said "baik beli dkt Cendol Stall dpn tu" haha srsly, it's like, she bought 1rm pack of ABC

ok, after those foods and teeth stuff, we went back home. huh, what a FOOD-Y TEETH-Y day- with my mum ;P nthg much for half of the day. tht's all

Nik and Aqilah, go go go ?

*Sesiapa yang kena tag, kena tulis 10 sesuatu berkenaan orang yang meng'tag' dia.

1. Aqilah selalu dtg sekolah awl
2. Aqilah, she's a prefect at our school, goooood one
3. Aqilah is a very small tiny little girl, bttr than ants ;D
4. Aqilah can laugh very big and very loud and very funny
5. Aqilah's mum is the Art teacher at her and my school
6. Aqilah has a sister, and her sister is my sister's friend. - Alya Haziqah er ?
7. Aqilah can draw, she's really GOOOOOD at it *keturunan
8. Aqilah suka ckp ckp, tp org tak phm pun ap die ckp, so die kene stop ckp and ckp balik ap die ckp ;P get it ?
9. Aqilah klu die jalan, laju gile. kalah bas !
10. Aqilah ade bf ? lol, kaaaaaaannnn ? ;D

Nik Deanna
2. She talks a lot, like A LOT haha- cnt stop talking
3. has boyf, and of cs she's in love
4. Nik is SOOOOO good in writing, check out her blog
5. You hate purple kan Nik ? haha PRS is why
6. Wears braces, still adorable
7. Nik is my class partner, we laugh very loud kan ?
8. Her second name is Marina *Cikgu Ridzuan lol,
9. We hate (proa) kan Nik ? haha

*Orang yang kena tag kena tulis 10 perkara sesuatu pasal diri mereka.

1. im not that short, not that tall. ok lahh
2. i love to shop, clothes mostly
3. i bake Muffins all the time, kitchen is my best place
4. my siblings are crazy like monkeys *monkey's noise
5. i hv my own bedroom, and it's GREEN !
6. *CURRENTLY, i hate texting. not in the mood of clicking those numbers
7. i have a GAP, lol gompong ni *gap gap gap
8. i have friends, they are SUPER *no superpowers
9. History, i just DONT LIKE this subj *but hopefully, i gt A aha
10. i love books, and reading it

*At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. Diyanah
2. Fatin Liyana
3. Nik Deanna
4. Zafirah
5. Liyana
6. Aqilah- dudeeee man
7. Amir Faisal
8. Amir Asyraaf
9. Syaza
10. Shazrul

Friday, December 19


One irrelevant, stupidly headline here. My eyes are open wide, reading this Harry Potter. It goes more to adventure, killing people using magic. Other than Twilight, this one, they hunt people. More to romance, and loooooove. I'm trying to avoid myself by writing craps, but I couldn't think of anything to write now. And today, again, I baked. Muffins, yeah! Not that yummy. Back to the book, I'm at page 200-76+34x65/12 = got the answer? Okay, *pfft- ing again.

My grandma is here, plus the aunt and the uncle and also my cousins. I supposed to go to mcd with dyn today, but I can't. They are here and all of that. Oh God, this is BORING. I'm sorry if I'm writing this shitty craps here. Like, this is a total CRAP. *merapu merapu merapu. Going to end it here, toodles. by the way, i want to watch Twilight ;D

p/s; we'll receive our result at 27th okay, not this Monday. Lol, buat cuak jee

Thursday, December 18

MySpace- er

im listening to a lot of songs now, cant list all of it here, it's a waste *evil laugh- freak. okay, first of all, MySpace is boring. no wonder Syaza deleted her acc, i want to, but the time doesn't come yet. maybe this end of year- hope so. im chatting with fatin and Diyanah. puhh long time no see girl ! next door pon susah na jumpe. we were busy, yah lots of stuffs to be done :D okay again, i was online- ing my MySpace, checking people's page, their photos- and people comments, eventhough they hide it. but heyy, just when it is important, by the way, people do that too- ALWAYS !

so, i stopped by at He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Name page, i went through his comments and friends, all of that usual stuffs *it has been awhile, aren't we huh ? *big smile. then i give it a shot, try to look at his picture- it scares me for the first time. there's a picture of him, lip-to-lip with this creature- you know it, oh just shut it. it is disgusting, man ! im not being busybody, just HELLO it's MySpace, everyone can see it, urghh

i threw my disgusting- ess off me, and went to other's page. good good good, then, BAMMMMM. one more eww- ness came, this one is a total, She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Name showing her boops, here imean there, in mySpace. like, ewwwwwwwwwwww. come on, you dont have to show your pointy boops to people, that's embarassing *eww-ing haha. people really do not care about their dignity. seems that, they dont care POOP up their privacy thingy.

our generation is getting poor- er and poor- er all the time. including me yah *but i dnt show mine to people, GOD. thanks to God again, i dont get along with this people and i born in a polite and have-dignity family. aha, MySpace HAUNTED by this people

&&& before that, i want someone, please please tell me when is the result is out. i really need a time to prepare before receiving it. again, *praying, please give me that EIGHT, and to my friends too. PRETTY PLEASE ? :P

SeaShells BANG Me

so, as you all know, im not at home. but now dah balik lah. went to kampung then pg mandi laut and all of that *okay, scratch that. PD was okay, fun ? um, a bit. swimming pool, sea, eat, watch tv. what else ? the story is, my dad had some stuffs thre, and of course, we came too ;) and we collected this seashells, but we didnt bring it back home. poor them, they wanna live too, in their Sweet Salty Home. man ! what more ? srs, *blank talking abt PD ;P


it really do BANG BOOM me up


got another one, my tooth, PECAH ! like, prkprkrprkrk ;D so now people, i have a GAP, gosh i have a gap. like, i cnt smile, i cnt talk that loud- or else it show. embarassing ? yah, a bit. no ! A LOT

Home Sweet Home

hurray, im BACK. like, in the house went upstairs, not to waste my time, turn on computer. ohh, how i miss you guys so much *computer and friends ;) haha. im out of town, went to Port Dickson. yah, it was great, but i miss my home. humm short entry for now ;)

Sunday, December 14

Weird Cool Cars' Names

I'm not obsessed with cars, to let you know. Just my brother, he loves that tiny little cars and play them with the sound of 'Vrooom Vrooom'. So, I was like, "Imi, what are you doing?" well, the cars were in front of me, what else should I do, of course I flipped it. Pfft.

Here is the weird part, their names. The names are at the bottom of the car- not the butt. These things made me laugh like hell; WHIP CREAMER, BONE SHAKER, PONY-UP, BALLISTIK and and NO MATTER WHAT ? seriously,it calls NO MATTER WHAT. How crazy is that. It's Hot Wheels, for god's sake. Is that the best you can come up with? *laugh out loud

I'm not posting this as a car addict. I'm a girl, for crying out loud, and girls DO NOT repeat after me, DO NOT play cars *maybe some of them did. The designs are .. well, not bad though, Hot Wheels right ? Don’t get me wrong, I'm not making fun of this little human-creatures, people can give their comments, can we?


yestrday, i saw Ning Baizura at Aigner with her lovey-dovey husband haha *not that excited

and J, im breaking the rules. close your eyes, one of the ways

im on the way with Harry Potter Deadly Hallows since those vampire's books are out of stock

thank you ;)

Saturday, December 13

Hard To Breath

people ! i would like to announce that today IM SICK, like BAAAAAAADDD sick-o ! aha ;D ok, i went to klcc, cs Nik told me tht all the Twilight series tu da arrived at Kinokuniya. unfortunately, again, it didnt. i have to wait after christmas, so, people that are hunting for this Stephenie Meyer's-sold-out book, you can buy them at Kinokuniya- after christmas tq ;)

so, my mum made a reservation. i reserved all those 3 books,cs i already bought the first one. haha ok, and im sick, again *gasping for air. REALLY, i felt so tired, like i wanted to faint. huhh, thank God i didnt. we ate at Manhattan Fish Market, i was not-in-the-mood for eating, but i still ate- a bit *this one, i felt like i wanna PUKE. fgs, i ordered hot chocolate- eating FISH ? ;D silly me

then, my dad wanted to buy a tux, or coat, or jacket .. huh idk, something like that *still gasping for air. we walked walked walked, and im tired haha, i need to sit, and every shop mesti ade chair or sofa. so, not to waste my energy, i SIT a lot today. pfft ;P reached home about 6.20, i straight headed to my comfy sofa and rest my head

that's all for today crapping post. *smile

Friday, December 12

Thanks Haziq xP

here is me, sitting on this beautiful yellow chair, infront of the computer. having my breakfast with a slice of cake we baked yesterday *we as in me and my mom. as usual, turn on iTunes, MySpace and chx people page. On Blogger, discover people's blog. me, writing a new entry. it's my daily routine. i do it every single day. because i dont have anything to read, i spend half of my day here. with phone besides me. all these communication gadgets are just perfect infront of my eyes. pfft, holiday is not that sucks huh ?


and today is Friday, piano class this evening. it's out of stock, the supplier, i need to borrow it from someone. how about Nik ?! haha jk. TV downstairs, waiting for me. i got to go, i dont want TV feels bad aha ;D tata for now ! Too Emotional

by the way, check out Haziq's blog. he is a good writer ;) thank you man ! *he rules the world ? maybe lahh haha

Thursday, December 11

What I Want ...

this is the lists of evrything that i want. are incredibe to achieve or done it or accomplish it or .. wtv. it's a miracle if this things do come true. check it out

1) I want it to be exactly like it
2) I want something that can dissapear these poops- like in Envy ;D
3) I want a thousand dollar tht only can be spend on clothessss
4) I want my love story be exactly like in Twilight
5) I want the time to stop so that i dont have to take my PMR result
6) I want to be in a movie, be famous and all of that
7) I want a car right this instane- my own car and i can drive it ;)
8) I want a cinema here in my house so tht i dnt hv to go to TGV to watch movie
9) I want my body parts to talk so they could stop me frm doing bad things- or a sign perhaps
0) I want a hundred or more wishes to make all my wishes come true

a girl can wish, can we ? just wishes, maybe miracle could happen

Sneezzy- midnight

this sneezzy- midnight came again last night. i hd a hard time closing this sleepy eyes. oh SHITT, Hacuuumm Hacuuumm ! ;P it was a pain, the whole thing was covered with the boogars, eww i guess. usually, i read if i cnt sleep, unfortunately, i got nthg to read last night. i played UNO with my sisters. Haaahhh, Sisiters, they are my laughing partners ;D

we played with the very hush- est tone *not that hush- est act. called, UNO SPEED, like, speed speed speed speed you dont need to knw how to play it. but it was fun though


after awhile, baru boleh tido. huuhh, what a relief ;) and i woke up late today, 10.30 ! haha pfft me. im watching Nickelodeon right now, it's fascinating for sure


im bored, doing videos with my Giddy Sisters ;D uncomfortable hands just not-in-the mood to write such stuffs. SO LOOOOOOOOOOONG !

by the way

ftyn, i found this one cute thing. i'll tll you more whn we meet, haha
Toodles ;)

Wednesday, December 10


finished my Twilight today, again again and again reading it. im really in the mood of love story right now haha ;D jk. well, you can see or watch how romantic they were- in the movie lahh. serious, i want to watch it, how edward saved Bella from the van, how's she knw tht Edward was a vampire *???- ish. im getting crazy and crazier ! like, addicted to this Stephenie Meyers' vampire series

*the most epic romance since Titanic

as usual, increasing my blogger's post ;) kinda boring. well people knw it already

Monday, December 8

AidilAdha's gifts

i woke up not that late today, went to sembahyang raya and all of that. im wearing my one-and-only blue JUBAH, *still wearing it. as you all knw (act, you dnt knw) i ate a lot today, mcm survivor yg lost in pulau seminggu tak mkn ! haha. soto, spaghetti, meehun sup, cakes (i baked it myself) haha they all loved it, *thank God. and i ate rendang, daging korban, etc etc YUMMM ! ;P

like, everyone tht live at this area came to my house for this KENDURI KORBAN . and im SOOOO sorry nik cs i didnt rply yr msg, runs out power. our hangout-at-Nik was cancelled, humm ;( nvm, we go out sometimes.

fyi, i dnt knw wht to write anymore.
*im watching CAMP ROCK ;) Jonases are freakin' HOT !
ears currently listening to Vulnerable , and i got a necklace fr my AidilAdha's gift- mom gv it

btw, HAPPY RAYA AIDILADHA to all ! and to cows too

Sunday, December 7


cows there, outside the house. six of them, if im not mistaken. HATE to say this, but POOR ;( cows. they're going to be our meal for tmrw HARI RAYA.

talking abt raya, my mom made this game, idk wht is it call. macam changing hadiah, yg tuka tuka hadiah. something like that lah ;D aha. gt someone's name, cnt tll anyone. the problem is .. i dnt knw wht to buy. it's hard i tll you. pray for this damn present

*Holiday teaches me new things ;) i learned a lot. three things that this holiday taught me the most; School is FUN !, Bored sickness can be cure by meeting friends, third one, let me think .. ok im still thinking. unfortunately, i cnt found the answer (act i did, i'll enter it nxt time)
dont ask abt it -privatoooos


Friday, December 5

Lurve -ish

im wearing white skirt and green tshirt. written Pr♥tty xP ok, tday as usual im online -ing, infront of screen for 4 hours already. MySpace incresed my boredness level, huh tired of clicking 'Refresh'

while waiting, still infront of the computer, i was playing Solitaire. a game, i used to play. idk, i thnk im addicted to it, like a drug .. heroin maybe. NOT tht very cool game, dnt gt me wrong. sms -ing J ;) hvnt txt you since tht Tuesday, ade la jgk bt just 2 or 5 msgs. and of cs, songs. this thing awakes me.

by the way

the most exciting news is,
i finished my 'Cant Wait to Finish' novel. yayy ! at last, it's over. what a boring book I bought. going to buy a new one, this weekend ;D

next, im baking muffins wth my Housemates -family. i bought the muffin mixtures yesterday. and we are going to do this Apple something something .. idk what it is, looks good (on the screen lah)

toodles now, off to the kitchen ! ;P

"I was like, what ?"

here's the thing,

Now that my friend was turning 50, I cautioned him that one's semicentennial was a time to start taking things slower. "Just remember what the Romans used to say," I warned.
"What's that?" he said
"You're about to go to L."

A joke from Reader's Digest, by Gene Newman ;)

i read this again again and again, couldn't found wht ths L supposed to mean. im no good at this jokes thing, myb someone Braniac could tll me wht this joke is about ;D haha


L for Loser, L for Life, L for lasagna ? wht the hell ? Gosh

Wednesday, December 3

Heads Down

posting another one, increasing my blog post. huh, what a boring 3rd December. i hvnt txt anyone tday, not in th mood of txting people. Sorry j ;( i miss them so much, my friends of cs. hope we all can go out sometimes. let me repeat it, WHAT A BORING DAY, tq. tv changing channels, phone vibrates all the time, boys talking, girls singing. Barbie comedian makes me strong, songs stuck in head, piano ballad been heard by others, bike makes me falling to ground, head spinning with craps, and of cs computer completes my day :)

*im addicted to Spider Solitaire

OTL- Demi Jonases

I didn’t wanna say, I’m sorry, for breaking us apart.
I didn’t wanna say, it was my fault, even though I knew it was.
I didn’t wanna call, you back, ‘cuz I knew that I was wrong.
Yeah I knew, I was wrong.

Listen baby.
Never would’ve said forever, if I knew we’d end so fast.
Why did you say, “I love you”, if you knew that it wouldn’t last?
Baby I just can’t hear what you’re saying.
The line is breaking up.
Or is that, just us?
Or is that just us?!

Try to call again and get in your mailbox.
Like a letter left unread.
Apologies are often open ended,
but this one’s better left unsaid.

One in the same, never to change.
Our love was beautiful.
We got it all, destined to fall.
Our love was tragical.
Wanted to call, no need to fight.
You know I wouldn’t lie.
But tonight, we’ll leave it on the line.
We’ll leave it on the line.
We’ll leave it on the line tonight

*ON THE LINE by Demi Lovato ft. Jonas Brothers
Many things happened and will happen, just on the line. bills reach up, just on the line. LOVE as it said beautiful and tragical, i take it, yes ;) eventhough nvr been to FANTASY OF LOVE. aha ;D jk J. on the line, OUR CONNECTION

Try Stop Me Now

now is 3.12pm, still infront of the comp. i hv piano class ths evening, hvn't been in class like a month. currently listening to PUSHIN' ME AWAY by Jonas Brothers. yahh, im sooo last TWO months haha. now i realize tht ths song is kinda COOL ! should hear it ;)

nothing to post, im bored. MySpace is sucks man ! want to delete my acc, when i think back, im gonna miss ths MySpace stuff. so, decided to stick with it. dad bought a new bike, too high fr me. i mean it, SOOO high ! haha i bet you too cnt ride ths extraordinary bike. haha HOLD ON TIGHT
im writing craps, toodles ;)

JB on Jimmy Kimmel Live Show

tday was okay, not tht boring. i went here and thre, nthg much to say about. but tht one part, when we were eating, i just cnt stand the words. i LAUGHED like hell, it was crazy man ! i supposed to gt a present, nvm, i'll take care of tht 20 cent of yours. haha ;D

okay, tnght i wtchd Star World. JONAS BROTHERS on the screen ! Yayy ;D it's been a while. btw zaf, i really wnt to do ths sleepover JB stuff. can you please contact me, and when we cn strt ths projct haha. im waiting .. okay, back to the Jonas, they are SUPER FUCKIN DAMN HOT ! they were laughing thre, oh gosh sooo cute ;) BB Good and Video Girl wht they performed. Joe has tht very soft whitey skin. huh haha willing to slap you !

*Robert Pattinson, you are gorgeous

Monday, December 1

Cure Doesn't Exist

iv gt nthg to write. this one just like the others, BOREDOM ! iv tried everything, so hard haha. arrange stuffs, play wth my sisters, try to bake bt i found nothing in the kitchen. plan as always FAILED. you heard me, it never gonna work. both telling and not telling are gonna end up, the same.

myb ths is the life of a girl tht has *them 24/7 working. not their fault of cs. money is wht everyone needs. and im ONE of everyone. blabbers are like the food of my day. means EVERYDAY ;D i took it calmly, CURRENTLY. they hold their tie, tightly. a big NO is why. happy to live wthout it

as usual, tv my friend, tht cn keeps me updated and cure ths sickness, a little bit. wait, i cn daydream. yahhh, it will be fun ! haha it sounds lamee, i knw. nvm, i'll tll you, nxt post ;D haha

*blogging is good, im letting evrything go
this has nthg to do wth anyone, dead or alive ;) weeee

Things At Kampung

i spend like a week thre, at my kampung. awaaaaay frm my parents, bt ad bibik lah. i've learned many new things. as usual, im gonna point it out.

What I Call "Kampung"
- hard to live wthout internet
- grandma taught how to do ths KELIM thing on karipap
- babies like to hop
- hard fr them to gt into the car
- bcos of McD i puked, bcos of rice, i felt like i wnt to puke
- cats are the most disgusting ewww-est creatures on Earth, fr me lah
- they loveee CHICKEN, jump to the sky. Quack quack ?
- river can be built out of sand, own rare hands
- when we bored, we eat. ikan TERMENUNG ? aha i suck at ths fishy thing
- spend 10rm to buy ices. ICE is important to keep us alive
- phone, hee you kept me going crazy !
- a LONER computer, been attacked by 10 kids
- new words created, EXOTICALLY EXOTIC

plus, To the water theme park, The Carnival - CANCELLED
raining is why, haha poor swimsuits ;(
*THEY are my bunchy annoying cousins